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Subaru Nakajima ([personal profile] of_the_highest_caliber) wrote in [community profile] queenoflogs 2012-10-22 05:04 am (UTC)

The funny thing is that, so far as she can recall, such terminology hadn't really been used between Subaru and Katina. There was no manner of possession spoken of. No labels. She only really ever answered to the affirmative whenever someone said they were 'together' or that Subaru had 'a girlfriend' whenever someone else prompted it, but not herself.

That could have been denial at work. Or... something like giving herself a safety line in case either of them left, so it wouldn't be as harsh of a break. Subaru isn't used to putting up barriers like that, but this place has a way of making certain changes necessary. Maybe.

She isn't sure of it. She isn't sure of much of anything, anymore. Least of all this.

"H—" Weak it was, but Subaru was only calm because she was stunned. Sometime was boiling on the inside, waiting to burst, but she didn't know whom to blame. It was an urge she had not felt in a long, long time — not even the arguments with Reimu and the fight over the fairy that Subaru had taken charge over had brought these feelings to the surface. "How long?

"How... long did you want to wait... before telling me?" No, this wasn't about being honest with Akiha and Subaru both. She was being selfish. Always selfish.

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