After that... I just lost it. I was pretty much a zombie. Who would even want me, like that? Life just seemed to have lost meaning, but I couldn't just give up without a fight. That's why I just... ah, right, I forgot to mention something.
It doesn't happen here, but back then, soul gems used to darken up as magic was used. Only by using something called a Grief Seed, left behind by those monsters we were made to fight could it be cleaned up. You wouldn't guess it from who's here, but I wouldn't be surprised if most other girls who made a contract became vicious vultures over the things, going as far to kill each other for them, just so they won't get in the way.
[There is a intensely bitter and venom filled voice coming along with that explanation.]
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After that... I just lost it. I was pretty much a zombie. Who would even want me, like that? Life just seemed to have lost meaning, but I couldn't just give up without a fight. That's why I just... ah, right, I forgot to mention something.
It doesn't happen here, but back then, soul gems used to darken up as magic was used. Only by using something called a Grief Seed, left behind by those monsters we were made to fight could it be cleaned up. You wouldn't guess it from who's here, but I wouldn't be surprised if most other girls who made a contract became vicious vultures over the things, going as far to kill each other for them, just so they won't get in the way.
[There is a intensely bitter and venom filled voice coming along with that explanation.]