But... [There's more to how Homura feels, isn't there? The thought comes back to her mind with the word "friends".
It's been on the girl's mind for a long time now, a query where exactly being just a friend would end and something more would begin. It's not something Homura has dealt with before, not until this all began a few months ago. But even though she may have been blind to it, regarding all her time with Madoka fondly but assuming her feelings to be normal friendship, her time had lead her to question it more and more.
Maybe these feelings really are more than what could be constrained to the idea of friendship.
But...it's not something she could ever hope to bring up to someone, even Madoka, is it?
Yet, with the calm feeling over her, the voice at the back of her head that does want to talk about it is getting louder and pushing forward, while Homura's doubts - "What if she thinks I'm weird or gross?", "What if she doesn't want to be friends if I say that?", "What if..." - weaken more and more, gradually and gently forced to the side.
Weakening or not, however, they hold for the moment, catching her tongue in a hesitant silence.]
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But... [There's more to how Homura feels, isn't there? The thought comes back to her mind with the word "friends".
It's been on the girl's mind for a long time now, a query where exactly being just a friend would end and something more would begin. It's not something Homura has dealt with before, not until this all began a few months ago. But even though she may have been blind to it, regarding all her time with Madoka fondly but assuming her feelings to be normal friendship, her time had lead her to question it more and more.
Maybe these feelings really are more than what could be constrained to the idea of friendship.
But...it's not something she could ever hope to bring up to someone, even Madoka, is it?
Yet, with the calm feeling over her, the voice at the back of her head that does want to talk about it is getting louder and pushing forward, while Homura's doubts - "What if she thinks I'm weird or gross?", "What if she doesn't want to be friends if I say that?", "What if..." - weaken more and more, gradually and gently forced to the side.
Weakening or not, however, they hold for the moment, catching her tongue in a hesitant silence.]